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Posted: Fri Jun 26, 2015 1:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Jun 28, 2015 3:20 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2015 12:21 pm
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Though Tony tried not to let it show too much, he noticed how quickly Loki seemed to be taking a turn for the worse, and the worse Loki got, the worse Tony’s anxiety. He turned his attention from his numerous and random projects back to the magic scanner and blocker, tinkering with it now that he had a better grasp of his own magic, and he took to sneaking books from Loki and trying to figure out not only what they meant, but how they could be bent to his unique brand of magic. He did anything and everything he could think of to try and protect Loki, but there was so little he could do to help their immediate problem.
It didn’t help that Loki was shielding his mind from Tony, blocking the bond. Tony hated knowing that Loki was keeping him from knowing when he needed help, and he hated being left alone with his own thoughts again. He’d gotten so used to having another mind attached to his, the constant feeling of company, it was pleasant. And no matter if Loki did it knowingly or not, that connection had helped him sort through and handle his own thoughts. When his mind began to be too chaotic, to overflow, and when Tony began to lose control, it had always felt like Loki’s mind had pressed close and Tony was able to stop and get things back on track. Now Tony was stuck all alone in his head again.
Tony ended up coming down stairs shortly after Natasha had confronted Loki. Even though Loki tried to let him sleep, Tony had problems staying asleep without his mate close-by, but he never complained. “Hey Lo….” He said gently from the door, slowly coming up to the god and rubbing his back. “Couldn’t sleep again?” he asked softly. “Hey….why don’t you come back to bed? You ease up on the bond a bit and maybe I can try shielding your mind for an hour or two so you can rest. I saw something about it in one of your books. Maybe….maybe I can….well it might be worth a shot.”
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2015 4:18 pm
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Tony continued to rub Loki’s back and shoulders, trying whatever he could to comfort him. He met the skeptical gaze calmly, knew how hard it was for Loki right now. Even if he didn’t know what it was like to have some evil presence controlling your dreams, he knew what it was like to have your dreams constantly plagued, to have your minds never at ease.
Hearing the question, he shook his head slightly. “Am I sure it will work? No. Do I want to try it? Yes…..so long as you do.” He replied. “We both know that my magic doesn’t work like yours…..but I think I might be able to do this, for a little while at least. If it works, as soon as I feel like I’m starting to strain myself, I’ll wake you up so you don’t have to risk Thanos slipping in.” he continued. Sighing, he cupped Loki’s cheek gently, thumb rubbing over his cheekbone slightly. “I want to try and help you. I need to.” He murmured, kissing him softly. “we have to figure out how to help you.”
Without warning, he shifted and lifted Loki up off the couch, carrying him back upstairs. Reaching their room, he put Loki on the bed, closing and locking the door, shading the window and dimming the lights, Even putting on soft acoustic guitar music, one of the happy mediums that they’d found as Tony tried to begin introducing Loki to music. Returning to bed, he settled, sitting up against the headboard and pulling Loki close to him. “Just ease up on the bond Lo….let me get my magic through…..” he murmured to him, fingers massaging at the tension in the god’s back and shoulders.
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2015 5:22 pm
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Tony smiled softly at the sight of Loki already dozing off. Feeling Loki ease up on the bond, it took all of Tony’s strength not to rush into Loki’s mind, eager to have that closeness again. Slowly slipping into his mind a little, Tony relaxed. ‘Hello there.’ He whispered over the bond. Concentrating, he reached inward for his magic and pulled at it, stretching and manipulating it until it covered Loki’s mind, holding firm. Tony noticed a slight drain on his magic, but could only imagine that it was Loki’s exhaustion pulling on any energy he could. ‘Alright Lo….sleep.’ he whispered into his mind.
Tony kept Loki close to him, just holding him as he concentrated, eyes closed and breath steady, almost like he was meditating. Normally this would be torture for Tony, but if this really did help, he’d do anything, no matter how uncharacteristic or draining
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2015 5:58 pm
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Tony guarded Loki’s mind the whole time he slept. He could feel something else, something he could only imagine was Thanos, poking around, testing the edges of his magic, finding weak spots. Tony was a little uneasy, sure that If Thanos wanted to press, he wouldn’t be able to fight the alien off for too long, but Thanos didn’t seem to be overly interested in bothering him. This time at least. Thankfully that left Loki to have a solid few hours of rest. More than he’d had in days. And even if Loki needed more, Tony was satisfied by what Loki had managed.
Feeling Loki slowly wake up, Tony waited for the god’s eyes to open before he pulled his magic away. Tony was heading towards the limits of his control anyway, only a little magic left, and when he’d finally completely pulled from Loki’s mind again, a sharp headache hit him. “Well that worked rather well.” He said lightly as he rubbed his forehead.
Looking over to Loki, Tony slipped away slightly as he stretched and worked stiff muscles. “I know you need some more sleep, but we’ll have to wait a bit before I can do that for you again.” He said regretfully, slowly cupping Loki’s cheek. “But you are already looking a little better.” He added, smiling as he saw a little more energy in Loki’s eyes, some of the redness having disappeared. "Now we just need to get you downstairs and get some food in you."
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Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2015 7:03 pm
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“Well until we find something else, I can do that for you….it’s really not that hard on me.” Tony replied. “I want to take care of you…..you’d do the same for me.” He added, petting his hair gently. He knew Loki didn’t like Tony hurting or being tired because of him, but Loki needed him and Tony could deal with a headache every now and then if it kept Loki safe and healthy.
Hearing Loki agree to some food, Tony smiled. Leaning in and giving him a soft kiss, he slowly stood, holding out a hand to help Loki up, not letting go as they moved. “I think we can manage that. Maybe a sandwich and berries? I think Steve went to the store a day or two ago so we should have that.” He said slowly. Frowning to himself as he finally noticed that Loki had blocked him out again, Tony looked away, making a face. He understood Loki blocking him out at night or something. But Loki shouldn’t be blocking him out otherwise, especially now that he’d gotten a decent nap. Was there something else Tony needed to worry about? Was there more to Loki’s moods than just Thanos in his dreams?
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