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 Posted: Mon Dec 11, 2017 2:59 am
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( Age Twenty-Four ￭ Dominion ￭ Finnish Deviant ) ↫xx
Do I ѕιт нere αɴd тry тo ѕтαɴd ιт, or do I тry тo cαтcн тнeм red-нαɴded?
Do I тrυѕт ѕoмe αɴd ɢeт ғooled вy pнoɴιɴeѕѕ,
Or do I тrυѕт ɴoвody αɴd lιve ιɴ loɴelιɴeѕѕ?
Becαυѕe I cαɴ'т нold oɴ wнeɴ I'м ѕтreтcнed ѕo тнιɴ
I мαĸe тнe rιɢнт мoveѕ вυт I'м loѕт wιтнιɴ
I pυт oɴ мy dαιly ғαçαde вυт тнeɴ I jυѕт eɴd υp ɢeттιɴɢ нυrт αɢαιɴ вy мyѕelғ
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"So what you're telling me is that I should be heartless," Ruuben responded crisply, as if he didn't exactly like the way Legion told him. Sucked for the Finn though, because he was inherently not meant to be heartless he guessed. Well, he can be heartless as a way to cope, but in the end of the day he would feel miserable because he literally felt things way too deeply to people. Maybe the best way Ruuben did was go with the flow in the situation with a flat face even if he knew that it would drown him in the process, because what else there was without hurting people's emotions? "It's just- I say an apology because even if the worse people did horrible stuff to, say, me- it's still my fault because I let it happen instead of making it stop. And besides," He clenched his fist, but it's obviously not because of Legion, "Why are you telling me this, anyway? I already know the whole ******** world drill. Been there, done that. Besides, I'm pretty sure that it's mandatory for every deviant to be kidnapped by some ******** at least once, I'm sure." Ruuben said quietly, but he was starting to sound a bit more resentful and bitter. His leaned against the car's glass window and absent-mindedly looked outside, his green eyes were glaring at the horizon. What was this guy's deal, anyway? Was Legion trying to be sociable so that he could use Ruuben for his personal again? ******** that.
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Iғ I тυrɴ мy вαcĸ I'м deғeɴѕeleѕѕ αɴd тo ɢo вlιɴdly ѕeeмѕ ѕeɴѕeleѕѕ
Iғ I нιde мy prιde αɴd leт ιт αll ɢo oɴ
Tнeɴ тнey'll тαĸe ғroм мe 'тιl everyтнιɴɢ ιѕ ɢoɴe
Iғ I leт тнeм ɢo I'll вe oυтdoɴe- Bυт ιғ I тry тo cαтcн тнeм I'll вe oυтrυɴ
Iғ I'м ĸιlled вy тнe qυeѕтιoɴѕ lιĸe α cαɴcer,
Tнeɴ I'll вe вυrιed ιɴ тнe ѕιleɴce oғ тнe αɴѕwer вy мyѕelғ
xxxoυт oғ cнαrαcтerxxx((ooc))▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
wнeɴ - February 17, 2013 ↫xx
wнere - (im not sure, Nine where are we?) ↫xxxx
wιтн - Legion ↫xxxxxx
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Posted: Sun Dec 24, 2017 5:45 am
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( Age Twenty-Four ￭ Dominion ￭ Finnish Deviant ) ↫xx
Do I ѕιт нere αɴd тry тo ѕтαɴd ιт, or do I тry тo cαтcн тнeм red-нαɴded?
Do I тrυѕт ѕoмe αɴd ɢeт ғooled вy pнoɴιɴeѕѕ,
Or do I тrυѕт ɴoвody αɴd lιve ιɴ loɴelιɴeѕѕ?
Becαυѕe I cαɴ'т нold oɴ wнeɴ I'м ѕтreтcнed ѕo тнιɴ
I мαĸe тнe rιɢнт мoveѕ вυт I'м loѕт wιтнιɴ
I pυт oɴ мy dαιly ғαçαde вυт тнeɴ I jυѕт eɴd υp ɢeттιɴɢ нυrт αɢαιɴ вy мyѕelғ
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The more Ruuben was hearing about Legion's nihilistic bullshit, the more it was grinding his gears as shown with his balled fist. Yeah, yeah; the heart is a weakness in the world- but in the end of the day it made Ruuben human. And if anything, he would like to hold on what remained in his humanity. Yes, the world was already plagued with bigotry and war, but deep down Ruuben felt that if he gave in to complete hatred he will go to a deep end and give others more reason to hate. Maybe that was his empathy thing? Or maybe he didn't like people telling him what to feel. He had seen some people in the Nova Diem when he tried to get to know about some people, and many times he had sensed bitterness, hatred, and resentment. Did that made him weaker? Or did that just made him a person? He joined Dominion the same reason of why Dana did- he wanted to prevent the other deviants from having the same fate as him. Sure, maybe they were never forced into a killing machine under a threat of a fate worse than death like he had. Maybe they were never kidnapped the same age when he was just fresh out of college. Though God forbid if he ever heard of a deviant being kidnapped at anywhere younger than twenty-one...
Legion's words hit home to him, about how Ruuben was waiting for a chance to make whoever responsible for his tragedy happen to them. He actually did that, when he assisted a break-out operation into sabotaging the business his former captors had done. Of course, he faced the consequences, and it left a scar not only in his physical self... but it scarred his mind for like. It came to the point that it's been more than a year whne that happened and it still stick to him like a leech. It was still fresh to him, no matter what. "Sorry for being a person, I guess," Ruuben sarcastically said, it was clear that he really never trusted Legion from the sound of the Finn's tone. "Let's just get this over with, are we there yet?"
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Iғ I тυrɴ мy вαcĸ I'м deғeɴѕeleѕѕ αɴd тo ɢo вlιɴdly ѕeeмѕ ѕeɴѕeleѕѕ
Iғ I нιde мy prιde αɴd leт ιт αll ɢo oɴ
Tнeɴ тнey'll тαĸe ғroм мe 'тιl everyтнιɴɢ ιѕ ɢoɴe
Iғ I leт тнeм ɢo I'll вe oυтdoɴe- Bυт ιғ I тry тo cαтcн тнeм I'll вe oυтrυɴ
Iғ I'м ĸιlled вy тнe qυeѕтιoɴѕ lιĸe α cαɴcer,
Tнeɴ I'll вe вυrιed ιɴ тнe ѕιleɴce oғ тнe αɴѕwer вy мyѕelғ
xxxoυт oғ cнαrαcтerxxx((ooc))▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
wнeɴ - February 17, 2013 ↫xx
wнere - (im not sure, Nine where are we?) ↫xxxx
wιтн - Legion ↫xxxxxx
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Posted: Mon Dec 25, 2017 12:12 am
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( Age Twenty-Four ￭ Dominion ￭ Finnish Deviant ) ↫xx
Do I ѕιт нere αɴd тry тo ѕтαɴd ιт, or do I тry тo cαтcн тнeм red-нαɴded?
Do I тrυѕт ѕoмe αɴd ɢeт ғooled вy pнoɴιɴeѕѕ,
Or do I тrυѕт ɴoвody αɴd lιve ιɴ loɴelιɴeѕѕ?
Becαυѕe I cαɴ'т нold oɴ wнeɴ I'м ѕтreтcнed ѕo тнιɴ
I мαĸe тнe rιɢнт мoveѕ вυт I'м loѕт wιтнιɴ
I pυт oɴ мy dαιly ғαçαde вυт тнeɴ I jυѕт eɴd υp ɢeттιɴɢ нυrт αɢαιɴ вy мyѕelғ
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Ruuben stared back when Legion snapped at him, although he wasn't even offended. That apology he gave was actually half-assed and 100% sarcasm, and Legion was either having none of that or was sarcasm-blind. What offended him though was the implication that Ruuben was not self-sufficient and satisfied in just wallow in self-pity 24/7, which was pretty much insulting. "Yeah, and you wanna know what's your problem? You're being a nihilistic jackass. You act like you know me inside and out, but you don't- so don't go around poking me about. I don't even care if you don't care and what I feel is my problem. Not yours. Go find someone else for you to shape into some killing machine." There was a sudden change of tone and personality from Ruuben, sounding genuinely more bitter and ruthless, and his voice coarser while maintaining its soft-spoken feature. At this point, he no longer cared if he offended Legion. He was having none of his bullshit. "I'm still gonna cooperate in this mission, but that doesn't mean I trust you because you're right, everyone's out to take advantage of me. And you shouldn't be surprised about that." He slammed the door with his hand as he got out and glared at the venue. There were three people on the lookout, that was for sure. "And don't call me a 'kid', I'm twenty-four for God's sake. And you don't look like you're in your forties."
He focused his hearing for a while, trying to figure how many footsteps and voices he can hear. Ruuben has yet to learn how to heard separate heartbeats in this distance, but the best he could do was the faint voices and footsteps. He muttered as he counted how many voices and steps he could hear. "There's more density in the second floor than the first. And from what I hear, I'm counting about ten people in the building." Ruuben flatly told him, as if he had done this before, "Obviously you have a plan other than knocking out the posts. Also, we can't go there straight without a mask." Or a helmet. But then, Ruuben preferred people not knowing his identity, thank you very much.
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Iғ I тυrɴ мy вαcĸ I'м deғeɴѕeleѕѕ αɴd тo ɢo вlιɴdly ѕeeмѕ ѕeɴѕeleѕѕ
Iғ I нιde мy prιde αɴd leт ιт αll ɢo oɴ
Tнeɴ тнey'll тαĸe ғroм мe 'тιl everyтнιɴɢ ιѕ ɢoɴe
Iғ I leт тнeм ɢo I'll вe oυтdoɴe- Bυт ιғ I тry тo cαтcн тнeм I'll вe oυтrυɴ
Iғ I'м ĸιlled вy тнe qυeѕтιoɴѕ lιĸe α cαɴcer,
Tнeɴ I'll вe вυrιed ιɴ тнe ѕιleɴce oғ тнe αɴѕwer вy мyѕelғ
xxxoυт oғ cнαrαcтerxxx((ooc))▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
wнeɴ - February 17, 2013 ↫xx
wнere - (im not sure, Nine where are we?) ↫xxxx
wιтн - Legion ↫xxxxxx
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Posted: Tue Jan 02, 2018 9:19 am
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( Age Twenty-Four ￭ Dominion ￭ Finnish Deviant ) ↫xx
Do I ѕιт нere αɴd тry тo ѕтαɴd ιт, or do I тry тo cαтcн тнeм red-нαɴded?
Do I тrυѕт ѕoмe αɴd ɢeт ғooled вy pнoɴιɴeѕѕ,
Or do I тrυѕт ɴoвody αɴd lιve ιɴ loɴelιɴeѕѕ?
Becαυѕe I cαɴ'т нold oɴ wнeɴ I'м ѕтreтcнed ѕo тнιɴ
I мαĸe тнe rιɢнт мoveѕ вυт I'м loѕт wιтнιɴ
I pυт oɴ мy dαιly ғαçαde вυт тнeɴ I jυѕт eɴd υp ɢeттιɴɢ нυrт αɢαιɴ вy мyѕelғ
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Ruuben visibly scoffed at Legion's smile in sheer distaste, clearly the man wasn't listening to him. "If I see that smug smile again when I get back here alive, I'm flipping your car," he hissed as he shoved his hands inside his jacket pockets, walking off while also looking back incase Legion decided to kill him with whatever ungodly ability he has. Probably something to do with heat, since Legion seemd to make the car warmer than it should be earlier. Ruuben nowadays has no utter desire to impress him but when he does, it was mostly to prove a point. And spite.
The Finn went around the place and came across a parked motorcycle with a helmet dangling on it. Without hesitation, he stole it and continued on his way to knock out ten people. He needed to wear the helmet so that people won't have to find out who he was, and he felt much relaxed. He entered the second floor through the window and the fire exit after he "picklocked" with his abilities. After making sure it was empty. It was just a sad empty room, but at least there were no people in here. By now, Legion was probably drawing attention by now- probably tempting the people in the ground floor to come out. Whatever the guy was going to do, Ruuben was quick to assume that it will be brash.
Ruuben's initial plan was prevent to engage into close combat, convinced that his combat experience were very rusty as he had attempted to unlearn it. And now, he needed to remember. As this room was empty with just a chair and table, he took the time to turn the lock so that he could focus on figuring out how many voices he could at least hear inthis floor. And he counted six, but his cynical side tells him that their strength was more or less like a crowd. Though that mean that the other four where on their way outside by now trying to fight Legion. Trying to improvise a weapon, he took a good look on the table and broke off two legs. It wasn't ideal but he'll pick a better one later.
He opened the door, immediately launching one of the woods towards a passing guard right to the head and knocking her out, which made Ruuben wince a bit. After hiding her in the first room he came in, he proceeded on his way to go search for two scouts who were looking out in the second floor. Ruuben managed to slip through them due to being surprisingly quick, as well as his hearing helping him give out "warnings". The first scout was firing plasma beams outside when Ruuben arrived in their room, proceeding to launched them out of the window in front of them quickly before they react. Ruuben slightly felt bad that this meant that they were likely going to be toasted by his... colleague, before shaking his head, glanced at Legion through the window after removing his helmet for a while and moving on. This guy better hurry because Ruuben wasn't a one-man army.
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Iғ I тυrɴ мy вαcĸ I'м deғeɴѕeleѕѕ αɴd тo ɢo вlιɴdly ѕeeмѕ ѕeɴѕeleѕѕ
Iғ I нιde мy prιde αɴd leт ιт αll ɢo oɴ
Tнeɴ тнey'll тαĸe ғroм мe 'тιl everyтнιɴɢ ιѕ ɢoɴe
Iғ I leт тнeм ɢo I'll вe oυтdoɴe- Bυт ιғ I тry тo cαтcн тнeм I'll вe oυтrυɴ
Iғ I'м ĸιlled вy тнe qυeѕтιoɴѕ lιĸe α cαɴcer,
Tнeɴ I'll вe вυrιed ιɴ тнe ѕιleɴce oғ тнe αɴѕwer вy мyѕelғ
xxxoυт oғ cнαrαcтerxxx((ooc))▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
wнeɴ - February 17, 2013 ↫xx
wнere - (im not sure, Nine where are we?) ↫xxxx
wιтн - Legion ↫xxxxxx
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