About
Oh how long it has been...Hello my dear friends! It's been a coons age since I have been on Gaia, so please forgive me for being behind on recent Gaia changes. It's a very long story, but to make it more short and sweet, I'll just sum things up nicely for you so that you can at least get a small understanding.
You see, I was a frequent Gaia user many years ago. All through high school to be exact. But I graduated high school in 2012 and for the next two years after that,
I tried to keep up with Gaia while getting into that whole adult life thing. Well sadly,
in 2014 or 2015, (I can't recall), life hit me pretty hard and made it near impossible for me to get on Gaia and keep up with all of my online friends and the roleplays that I was in. So for the last couple of years, I have been MIA from Gaia, just trying to get my life in order to settle down.
Well during those years I dealt with many dramas.. Ex boyfriends and such.. But the one thing that really laid me up was my motorcycle accident in 2016. I was put into the hospital for a month with bleeding in my brain, a broken arm and a kickstand through my left leg. I was in a coma for a week after I had died during transport and they brought me back.
THAT was a huge turning point in my life. Believe it or not, the accident did more good than it did harm. The doctors believe that it opened up a part of my brain that I wasn't directly using. It was just a blank space in my head that would absorb things I had heard but never actually used any of the information. This was discovered when I defied the laws of physics and naturally healed my brain and body much faster than many of the other people that have been in the same situation as I have.
A study was actually performed by my doctors about 6 months after my accident because I did something completely unexpected for someone with serious brain trama. I enrolled myself into college to get my criminal justice degree and began to pass every class with straight A's. This is uncommon for people that have bled into their brains, but it has happened to a small portion of people. I suppose I got lucky.
I am about a year into college, passing all my classes flawlessly. I have to take a break from college though for one whole semester by request of my doctors because I am pregnant! Yes, that's right. Last year at the beginning of the year, I got together with the love of my life and about 8 or 9 months into our relationship, we found out that I was pregnant. This was also after he had proposed already and we set the wedding date for may of next year. That all changed when we found out that I was pregnant because I needed to be on his insurance for the baby appointments, so we went ahead and had a small ceremony at the courthouse just for that reason. We still want to have a big ceremony one day but we don't know when because the baby is due in May of next year too haha.
But anyway, this is my last week of college and he wants me to be a stay at home wife so I will now have a lot more free time on my hands to be able to dedicate to Gaia. Especially while he is at work and I have nothing to do.
So there it is friends... The reasons I've been gone and the reason I am back.
I plan to do this for as long as I possibly can and get the urge to roleplay settled.
Now I can tell you a little bit more about my personality since you've already read through all the drama crap of my life:
My name is Jen and I can be your friend until the end... But if you make me your enemy I WILL be your end. Needless to say, I have a tendancy to be a gentle,
kindhearted, understanding person... But I don't take s**t. Throw that my way,
I'll catch it and throw it back at ten times the power you sent it at me. No joke.
I got tired of people a long time ago and I lost faith in legit humanity. I expect the worst out of nearly anyone but I will always start off by giving people the benefit of the doubt. I will be as nice as possible to you until you give me a reason to not be nice anymore. Granted, that often takes some serious s**t to get me that far and mostly, it applies to real life situations and not the internet. I'm just explaining the kind of person I am in reality.
The motto I live by right now is "It doesn't mean much to me to mean that much to you." meaning, if you don't like me... get in line buddy and starve for eternity for the ******** that I don't give about whether or not you genuinely like me. I can't afford to care about everyone's feelings about who I am. Even if I am being considerate to you and your feelings and understanding that, if you still don't like me, oh well. Good life to you. Wish you the best of luck and I hope Karma doesn't bite your in the a**.
I love having friends and I enjoy the people that are my friends. I love interacting with them, but whatever happens, happens and life goes on. It always does.
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