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    Reason Why I'm Leaving.<br />
    Okay, so it all started just a few hours ago, Right now its 8/26 9:40pm. I was in towns with two friends, till my dad called me to go outside and help him with something (putting cans in bags, go figure) So after a while helping him, My dog, Lyra apparently reached a paper towel and ripped it to shreds, making a small part of the backyard a 'mess'. My dad yells at me for not paying attention to my dog, and blaming the computer for the reason why I don't. So after cleaning all the paper peices and throwing to the trash. I found my mom in another part of the backyard cleaning since apparently my dad yelled at her too. I decide to help my mom since I was still a little sad from my dad yelling at me. After a while, my dad comes out and just brings up some random shit. But one part really got my attention "This is what your mom said, 'Everytime we go outside to do ANYTHING, we always fight, And she even said it herself, The reason why we do this, is because of YOU.'" I start breaking into tears while I continued to broom up the patio. Then he walked back inside to do whatever on his computer. My mom complains on why I'm crying so much and why I'm not responding to any of her questions. A little later, I had a thought on my mind, Then I told my mom what it was, but on a text draft on my phone, since I knew my dad was listening. I wrote "I was just thinking something. Sometimes I feel like I was the reason why you two we're going to divorce, even though it you say it wasn't" (Some of you may know that my parents we're going to divorce a while back, but made up), She said no it wasn't my fault. Still skeptical about that, I just continued to clean. We started to complain about my dad saying "How is it that he's the one always complaining about the house is a mess, But he never even fixes it, Just us?", He also said "I REFUSE to clean" So why is it that he gets to 'refuse' to do chores, but we have no choice? Anyway, we started to hose down the walls and concrete since chalk doodles was all over them. My dad comes out and tells my mom something about a check and money but he started to act like he normally would. I get mad since he thinks just because he got over something, just means for us to forget everything on what happend. Oh, I forgot to mention. Before he walked inside, he said, "Starting today, you will do your school online and shut off both computers. No talking to friends, No games, No Music, No nothing." even before that, I was thinking to take a break from gaia and the internet anyways, Looks like I'll be taking a LONG break. Moving on. So my dad looks at my pants wich are soaking wet from the hose water and tells me to go change. I walk into the living room with new pants on and theirs my mom watching t.v. I asked her "Are we finished outside?" She didn't say anything but I my dad calling me. I run to his room. And then the first thing he says to me was about what to do on a little virtual poker slot game he was playing, So I could play a little for him... What? After all that outside, he just wants me to take a few turns for his game? So I lose at the turn, and he tells me to get out of here (his room) so I run into the living room again crying, since even if you mention any little insult to me when I'm upset, I can cry. So thats it for the story. The only reason why I'm online is because my parents went to go drop off my sister at work without me. Starting tonight, I won't be able to go on gaia. Even if I have a little chance to get on for lets say, 5 minutes, I won't since my dad scares me more then ever and I'm positive he will hit me even more if he even catches me on here. I'll try to get on msn when I can during school, but I won't promise that. I might be able to get online soon, but soon might be a month or two, maybe more. Likely more. I really have nothing else to say, So I'll just point out a little more things, send a private message to someone, then leave gaia.<br />
    If things end up not getting any better after I leave the internet, I might just need to contact someone out of the house, the reason for that is that my dad hit me when he was yelling. Funny thing is, I say now that I want to live somewhere else, But a few days away from my dad could make me cry more then when he hits/yells at me.<br />
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    Msn: igrapejelly@live.com<br />
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