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  • Artist Info: I am a nobody. Not someone who is a social outcast, but someone who is incomplete. It seems that I'm in two pieces. One piece of me is who I am now, the other piece of me is what I'm searching for. The one part of me that I need to survive, to be a somebody. Someone that people will want to remember. I want to be remembered for good reasons, not for bad. Which so far, is not happening. That is what I'm trying to change, I'm trying to change my life around so I can be that somebody. Until then I shall be called a nobody, a fallen.<br />
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    I always considered my theme song, The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Just turning fifteen and my life is already going down the tubes. My friends always tell me that things will be better someday, but so far that seems impossible. I keep trying to look to the brighter side of things, but when I do, something bad happens. It's like a saying I read a few days ago, "I don't choose to be happy, I'm afraid to be happy. 'Cause when I'm really happy, something bad always happens." That's what I feel like now, but everyone tells me, "Just hang in there, everything will be alright." I'm listening to them, but I'm not sure if I believe them.<br />
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    On a brighter note, I am a writer. I work on short stories, poems, fanfiction, and at the moment a book. I'm hoping the book will be published one day. I've been working on the book for a couple years now, and I'm hoping to try to have it done by the time I'm out of high school. The last short story I have worked on was one about a love story between two boys, and the harassment they got for being homosexual. I got the inspiration for that short story from my friends, and fanfiction I have read online. My poems can vary, sometimes I'll write long poems, sometimes short, sometimes I'll write in haiku. They are all about the same thing though, my life and what I'm going through. I've been trying to write about better subjects though. But so far nothing has worked. I'm sorry if I sound 'emo' to whoever is reading this now, but I tend to let my emotions into my introductions too much. <br />
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    Another part about me is that I love music. My favorite genre would have to be punk, and my favorite band would have to be My Chemical Romance. I can officially say this band does save lives. I listen to them whenever I feel down, and I start feeling better instantly. Their song "Cancer" touches me the most. My aunt had died from cancer, my grandmother has cancer, and so does my math teacher (who totally rocks). "Welcome to the Black Parade," reminds me of myself and my friends. Even with everything and everyone we lose, we can carry on with our lives, even if we are weak.<br />
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    I'm a roleplayer, I love to create characters and have different personalities. I might post some of my own roleplays on here, I just need to think of one. At times if I really like a character I use, I'll use him/her for another roleplay, I just alter him/her so it fits the profile skeleton. At times I actually I'll have little conversations with my roleplay characters on forums or inside my mind. For some reason it entertains me. <br />
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