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Katja Maria Lehmannn ;

"I feel like my world is falling down around my feet, but then beautiful you starts smiling, laughing til you cry, and even if I'm trying I cant help laughing at myself. I dont know how you do it, like there's nothing to it, but somehow you love me."<br />
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I'm a slut because I wear skirts and tanktops. I'm fake because I have more than one best friend. I'm a bitch because I dont let you push me around. I'm a liar because I dont tell you everything. I'm stupid because I'm wrong sometimes. I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect. I'm a whore because I like guys. I dont care enough because I'm too chill. I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group. I'm fake because I'm usually happy. I'm werid because I'm not like you. I'm controlling because I sometimes get mad. I'm greedy because I like to be satisfied. I'm conceited because I'm proud of who I am. I'm rude because my manners aren't perfect. I'm unappreciative because I dont praise you. <br />
Dont try to tell me who I am. <br />
I've heard it all.<br />
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"Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be a world full of roses and laughs and perfect little moments that you find in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing or expect her to know exactly how you feel. You expect her to calm you down when you're yelling or to chase you when you walk away steaming mad. You expect so much that you feel entirely and utterly defeated when something doesn't exactly match up to your plans, but that's the thing; love isn't a plan. It doesn't have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. Love happens; its so incredibily messy. People around you cant comprehend why you do the things you do or why you fight for something that to them seems like just another person, because simply they cant see. The...y cant see that invisible ring of insanity that surrounds you when your in love. Its inconvenient and painful and devastating at times but we cant live without it. What you don't learn is how hard love is, how much work it takes, how much of ourselves we have to put in to it. Love isn't about her calming you down when you yell, its her yelling just as loud, just as hard, right back at you. It isn't the cute things he or she does that make the relationship presentable. Its after a long fight that drains the life and bones out of you she shows up at your door the next day anyway. Its not her saying all the right things or knowing how to handle you. So no, its not her caressing your hair telling you everything will be alright. Its her standing right beside you, her hand in yours, admitting She's just as scared as you are." <br />
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Courtney Evans <|3

Courtney, <br />
The night i found out that you got ran over by a car and sky lifted into the hospital, i didn't believe it. I thought they were all joking. But i was soon wrong. A couple minutes later, i believed it and prayed for you hoping you'll be strong like you always are. I was terrified to go to bed that night, but i did. I woke up in the morning with a message from my boyfriend saying it was a reallly sad day...<br />
He told me she was gone. I cried for hours. And i still do. You were loved by so many people, including me. I remember when you would ALWAYS text me telling me to walk over there to come see you. I never had the chance sadly . You were so beautiful, sweet, nice, loving, caring, everything. And now your a beautiful angle watching over all of us. I wanna wake up in my bed from a nightmare knowing it was all fake and that you were fine. I want to check my phone having a message from you telling me come over. I want to wake up seeing you here, with all of us. I still can't believe your gone. It doesn't feel right. <br />
But, now i know your in GREAT hands, watching over alllllll of us. I love you Courtney. I'll be seeing you soon. <br />
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http://www.foxcarolina.com/story/14979815/teen-hit-by-pick-up-truck