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  • Artist Info: Me? I'm no one special, just another face in the crowd. Someone with small hopes in a big world, never to really be seen. The people in my life are what make me, me. Without them I would have no hopes and no future. Many people have impacted my life and shaped my future, some long ago that I can't remember. The ones that are with me today are my boyfriend C.J(dork), my friends Bryan(Bry Bry), Dilon (Dildo), Kris (Krisypoo), Ashley (Jin), Alisha (Crazy Eyes), and Devon. Each one has given me something special to learn from so my life doesn't end too soon.<br />
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    My Respect? It's earned like anyone else's. My respect is easy to get but even easier to lose. When I first meet someone I have respect for them as a person, nothing special. But I want more and you would think they would to. If you're not just taking up space then you earn more of my respect. I have no respect for my brother; he does nothing with his life. I believe everyone in this world has a purpose, but having it and doing it is two different things. Just do something and you earn simple respect from me. Now the way to lose it is simple, do something stupid. I'm pretty passive on most things but some things I'll attack you on. Thing I will attack on are things that effect me personally, like saying bad things about my boyfriend or my other friends. Earn it and keep it.<br />
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    My friends? Wow that's a long story. I have real life friends and online friends. My real life friends are Kris, Ashley, Alisha, and Devon. We are aggressive and not very nice to each other. We find happiness in simple pains of each other (mostly me). Most of us have very perverted minds that get out of hand. The biggest pervert in our group I would have to say is Alisha. Alisha, my god what can I say about her. She is one of the craziest people I have ever met, along with Ashley. She and Ashley are a complete package, can't have one without the other. They like to gang up on me but I know it's all in good fun, even if it hurts a lot. Ashley and I like mostly the same things, like music and books. We both like K-pop and J-rock. She is more of a fan than me but she keeps me updated on important events dealing with our favorite bands. We both like Twilight and can't wait to see the movie that is coming out very soon. That night will be like being in heaven, seeing my favorite book as a movie with a close friend. I can't live without Devon being there to help with Ashley and Alisha. She keeps things fair and doesn't take crap from anyone. She is a hard person to understand, you never know if she is serious. I met her though an old group of friends I was in with Kris. I don't hang out with Kris very much anymore but we still like the same anima. This year I hope to hang out with her more and come up with better ideas to kill her. That was our thing, killing her in odd ways. We had drawn out detailed stories about how I would kill her, it was great. Now my online friends are a little different, they are Bryan, and Dilon (well my major ones). Bryan is like a bomb, you never know when he will go off. When he gets mad, he gets mad like no one I have ever met. I always try to help him to the best of my power, which is small. He's not always mad; he's a pretty nice guy once you get to know him. At first I thought he was just another pervert, but I was way wrong, he's a lot more. He's the one that I can always tell my problems to and get great advice form, doesn't mean I'm good at listening to him (I need to learn to). I can go on and on about how great a person Bryan is but I don't think I have the words to explain it like I would like to. Dilon or like I like to call him, Dildo. I dated him three years ago, my first every boyfriend. It didn't work out really well, it's better as friends. I abuse Dilon sometimes but I think he likes it, I like to fuck with his head. I should talk to him more but it's hard with talking with C.J and Bryan all night long. My friends are like no others and they are special to me even if I never say it to them. <br />
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    My boyfriend? To put it simple he is the best guy I could have ever met. He loves me in so many ways that I never thought possible. He loves me mentally and physically. He says I bring out the best in people, I'm not sure If that is true. I was thinking I brought out the worst, maybe I do both. He sees things in me that I would have never seen in myself. He says I'm kind, I think I'm mean and hateful. He loves me physically (duh he's a guy) but in a different way than others. I see myself fat and ugly but he says I'm beautiful, which not a lot of people say to me (except my mom). He makes me feel very special by the things he does and says. Every month anniversary he either makes me something or writes me something, I keep everything. The sad part about us being together is that he is going off the Air Force for basic. We are hoping this will bring us more together, he might move close to here. We are at a very melo stage right now, not much fighting. I'm hoping he can leave with us on good terms and return like he left it. We will keep in touch with writing letters when we can, the rules don't let him make calls. So at the moment everything is going really great between us and I hope it will all last. I know this was really short but I can't say everything, way too long.<br />
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    The End? Far from it. I'm 16 and I'm not sure where I'm going in life yet, but I'll get there. One day at a time, moving towards something greater. I can't say when my story will end; it could be in 50 years or 50 minutes from now. My Life is a mystery and I'm in no hurry to close the book.<br />
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