• What If?
    Dedicated to my best sister ever Breanna and a person I barley know Collin
    No one really understands all the emotions of one human being.They never will no matter how long they study or how hard they try.No one will ever know.Thats why I sit here and type this enldess book that will probably lead me to no were, but if it does I guess its worth something.Some people do things for reasons and we still can`t figure how the answer to why they do.If they say there was a reason for them to do something they still ask themselfs inside, "why did I do that?".Then they just give up on it and move on.At least thats what I would have done. What if some people couldn`t?What if the whole world was a lie?What if everything started from scratch?What if everything was nothing but every one made it something?"What if?" seems to be everyones question even if you think your not thinking it ,every one always wants to know what would happen if the story was changed.Even if I do write this book I am writting now I still wont beable to answer the question, "what if?".I probably know what your thinking while not being able to.Just another little saying that shouldn`t exist,but before you put this book down please just listen to my everyday expieriance of life and see if it changes your perspective of the question "what if?".

    Most people harldy remember the first couple days of there life let alone the first couple minutes of the first couple hours. So Instead of starting from page one of my life I have decided to skip 11 years into my life and tell the story from this very moment when the worst came to me.First things first,I went to my best friends birthday party and gave her ten dollars to go and spend it on anything she wanted.Then she wanted us to have the favor of sharing it.So when I brought up the idea of going to the movies,she accepted.When we wanted to bring more people so that we could have some fun with more of our friends we couldn`t find anyone besides 3 of my brothers and one of my friend`s friends.So my older brother and 3 of his friends went to see Quartiene and we went to see Beverly Hills Chiwawa. Well we had a good time eating popcorn and pop.The movie was over and we all went to the front of the movie theaters. Well me and my friend had to go to the rest room, and we were in there playing with little toys that we got out of the machine. We came out and the people we went with were worried about us so they started raising there voices with us.Well my friend and her friend kinda got in a fight and I beat my self up for it.This was becuase they were fighting and I felt it was all my fault because I wanted to go to the movies instead of staying at home and relaxing. Well things didn`t work out that well and thats my one and only motive for writting this book.Now while I sit here and type this book I wonder what if I would of chosen the gaia cash card?Or what if we didnt invite all those other people and we just went?To this hour I still wonder what if I could of changed that whole reason?No matter what,if you try to change anything what if will never change.Everything would have stayed the same and those acking memories in the back of your head still wonder around haunting you for the rest of your life.

    Some things are unimaginable and can`t seem to be true.Everything seems to revolve around that certain moment and you feel so special inside.Me myself I can`t even seem to get what I am writting.Yet I still write wondering if somehow somewere I can finally answer the question "what if?".Things I can`t even imagine were there.And now this story must come to an end as your brain does when trying to answer the question what if.