• Damn it locked the car keys in here somewhere did i forget anything don't think so got wallet keys cell phone ok got everything hot hurry up start and roll down windows when will autumn get here my favorite time of year when i dated her that was a long time ago but autumn was nice she was kinda crazy but i'm crazy too noone's coming up the road safe to go the blasted neighbors always driving by so much gas being wasted wonder where they go they're never home its sad to have a house and never use it as a home one day when i live by the sea i will have not a house but a home where my loving wife and kids will live the perfect average life because all you need is a modest house in a modest neighborhood where modest people dwell breakfast will be made just as i leave for work i kiss her on the cheek say goodbye to my son and head to my job where i make enough money to live comfortably without having to pinch pennies parents had bad jobs though and we got by just fine but actual is not good for me because i hate it s**t dogs should be kept on leashes or atleast tied to something otherwise they end being dead i hit a cat once it made a big thump and made my cd player skip but that was with my old car and that was when i was in the old band where we would all go to mcdonald's really late at night and watch movies and be idiots and laugh at pictures on google that was a long time ago i think i turn here yes i do that car looks familiar it looks like whatsername's but she goes to a different school far away from here high school algebra class me wearing solid black trying to be different even though at the heart of it all we're all the same or so i believe need to switch the cds in here listened to this cd like a lot lately wish i could have seen them live but i was too busy to go the show but i was godammit i could have died there slow motion movie replay me flying through windshield landing on neck on the side of the road death upon impact woman other driver come up screaming "what have i done" as they see my body laying there motionless my funeral being not like that one i went to a few months didn't really know the guy and there was country music playing and at my funeral i want Sigur Ros songs to be played because that would epic and be great wonder what death would be like scares the hell outta me don't want to be nothing or i could arrive at the pearly gates and Saint Peter would kick me outta there because i wasn't catholic and i never went to church that'd be weird go to hell and get tortured forever which is useless because after awhile wouldn't pain just numb itself if its put on yourself for a very long time thats what i think so hell would be worthless and just a tool of scaring people devil and hitler and antichrist playing cards together in a bar ewww bug juice on the windshield come on come on and the wipers fail at even the simplest task my lord okay here's her house pull up i don't see her there she is my house will someday have a porch like that to sit and stuff she looks tired today have to ask her if she slept bad again wish she'd stay over sometime that'd make me happy my bed fits two and there'd be enough room for both of us to spread out maybe watch a movie before sleeping something funny but anyways.

    "Hey, hows it going?"