• ~~~Introduction~~~



    I awoke to find myself in a hospital, and I knew that day would be my last. The shadowed beauty of the girl I fell in love with, standing by my side. I can feel the blood being drained from me, slowly but surely it is. The cold, no longer bothered, but embraced my very being. It would all be over soon enough, no more pain, no more suffering. I felt stronger yet weaker than ever before, but I had questions.
    How could any this have possibley happened? I was so careful with myself, making sure to keep minimal contact, but the lust was exhilarating. I couldn't stop myself, and now I am to blame. I am cursed, forever now, never being able to obtain the sacred silence. Death could not now but follow in my place. I am monster, nothing more nothing less, but should somebody find out, I don't know what I'd do. Somehow though, I will find a way to end this.
    Please listen to my story. I shall speak as though you are right there with me, seeing through my eyes as all goes by me. My thoughts you shall read, my actions you shall take part in, my mind is shared with you. So I heed you now... Not all is as at may seem in life; not just mine, but your's as well.