• How did I end up here? Sitting on my bed, paralyzed. Confused. I do not understand what just happened. The love of my life, Gwen, just told me she hates me. How? Why? No apparent reason. She thinks I am a weirdo. She is better off without me. Better with Jason. What should I do without her?
    There she is, sitting with Jason. They're cuddling. Kissing. Jason looks at me. He laughs and points at that "loser". I feel colder inside than outside. And it's snowing.
    Then, a couple days later I see him. He's kissing somebody. But the person's not Gwen. Definitely not Gwen. IT'S A GUY!!!!!!
    I tell Gwen. She laughs.
    She sees him one day. Not with her. With his guy friend. Busted.
    I put my hand on her back. Who's the weirdo now?