• it was the middle of the day
    i only dreamed of going out to play
    but the dream was fondeled
    by the beast
    he stared at me as i begged and pleaded
    "just one fun day outside?" was all i asked but he would definately not have that. " a daughter of mine will learn respect, not to play and have fun" i ran to my room and slammed the door leaving nothing but glass on the floor.
    i screamed and cried into my pillow that night but something told me the time was close. the empty walls closed in to tight i couldnt seem to breathe just right, my ribs contracting, my hair in deep knots. i knew this couldnt be real. because i couldnt feel anything nothing at all. it was then that i noticed i had been asleep i woke up from my dream and screamed. there he was not just five inches away getting closer and closer what could i do but stay very still. maybe if i pretended to sleep hed leave me alone? just tonight? no not possible for he hated me this much i could see.
    up in the air i went to clash down on the floor he whispered to me then said it out loud " you filthy half breed" i winced in pain trying to breathe i was only but four when he did this to me the years passed on the same rules the same days with no fun, i traveled to school each day by six leaving a pissed of father at home the day passed by to quickly for me all the questions of bruises and blood didnt bother me at all for i quickly answered i bumped into a wall or i fell down the stairs but the toughest of all was when the day finally ended, my friends asked if i could hang out, i simply said " i cant today im grounded again" they sighed and left me alone to walk home. i feared the worsed and i was true to be scared right when i walked in the door slammed closed and there he was my worst nightmare my father. he dragged me by the hair and through me across the room, where was my mother when this always happened? i looked around the room and saw the daned things a beer on the table and a cig with it to, i screamed and i kicked thinking this was it. my savior stepped in and ringed the doorbell my father was pissed and didnt dare stop he took me by the throat and choaked me till i turned blue. as my friend slammed open the door and knocked my father out i fell to the floor not breathing much anymore. i said my goodbyes to my loved ones which id miss, but my name kept being called the pain was much less i opened my eyes to find my sweet savior my lover my friend a brother a twin the second half of my sould intwind forever. he told me i was fine a broken rib or two, my father was sent to jail and my mother was through. we packed up are bags and said are goodbyes. my best friend forever would never leave my heart but i had to say goodbye and i had to leave this place, now my story is told and it is all true
    my life was horrible but thanx to a friend i finally have hope, so it just goes to show you not all friends will stand back and watch you get hurt. make a friend and get to know them and tell them everything theyll be there for you just like youll be there for them just like my best friend greg was there for me
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