• Every time I see him I hide my face. I know he doesn't hav the same feelings as I do. Knowing each other a very long time is good,but hiding feelings kinda childish, in my opinion

    Crying myself to sleep i scream out his name. There in my nightmare is my worst fear waiting for me.

    Rain pours down, tears stream down my face. All I see is him walking away from me, and every memory. Another girl in hand she looks back and smiles her most taunting one yet. He laughs and looks back.He's sees me running in the opposite direction. Coming to a bridge, he appears behind me, saying "Don't jump, please don't."

    All is silent as i fall downthe steep wall into the darkest dark of my fate.

    Waking up I see his face. I forgot we live in the apartment next to his.

    "Go away" I say

    I plump back down into my moutain of pillows. Silently he gets up and leaves. Before school started he came behind me, wraped his arms around my waist and whispred;

    "Don't leave. I love you."

    He spins me around and kisses my forehead.

    Sadly i woke up to realize it was only a fantasy. He left me and out friendship to be with her. I disappeared into the darkness of love and it's blinding light.

    I guess my fantasy is gone now. Somuch for this life. Blood covers the window as the bullet leaves my pale corpse. Now no one will miss me.