• I wonder why i keep going on
    If this is how life is mean to be than i don't want it to go on
    I'm sorry I can't smart or look beautiful
    I'm sorry i fail at everything
    And I'm sorry i can't keep living like this
    Locked behind a mask of joy
    I wish it would just vanish
    The pain i feel is worse when pretending I'm happy
    I can't keep these feelings locked up anymore
    Why can't it just end
    Please friends fogive me
    I seem to be having fun in life
    The truth is I'm covering my mistakes
    I won't do anything drastic today
    If I keep telling my self it'll be okay
    Maybe it will
    So far it hasn't worked but maybe this time it will be different