• Lover i want but cant get lover i dream of but will never meet instead i get you ur not tall or you dont have light brown eyes your short and have green eyes and he has.................he has just his persanallity and my lust and love that i carry for when he finely sees that im here and when that time comes i will tell you................tell you..........well i just dont know what i will tell you im sad to admit it but ive become attached to you the way you can make me smile when its the darkest time................... the way your green eyes light up when you see me come into the room just your all around way you walk and talk makes me interested maybe i was wrong maybe i would pick you over him maybe i have always had what i was looking for all along i just............i just have never seen what was really important maybe i was blind............... i just cant see not being held in your arms when im sad and i cant imagine kissing anyone but you...............maybe im happy and dont need him maybe