• Kevin: In this big world filled with nothing but cruel and cold people. I don't think that I might be able to be glad and live my life with her.Knowing that she might leave me.I know that I should explain this "she" thing out. People might think that I'm talking about a girl. A girlfriend. A soulmate.... a lover. But I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about "Happiness". To me, happiness is like a lovely and beautiful girl who's walking down the street. While all the boys and girls fight over her. I know that this might sound wrong. But as I see is that everyone in "The World" is fighting to get happiness's touch and it's love sweet tenderness. When I see people fighting for happiness by hurting others. I just feel pity and anger. I think that I must tell you that I'm not alone in this whole "Love and Happiness Fight". My twin,Tatsuki, is the one who's in the whole "Love" theme. But I really don't know why he wants love with there's nothing to love in "The World". But that's his problem. The night comes and I'm still walking around the town without an idea of reasoning. I'm trying to stay awake,so that I don't dream that terrible nightmare once more. The nightmares that haunt me in my sleep,makes me cry and makes me feel this pain of sadness that I never felt before. I wonder if the thing that my brother was doing,really does work? But I'm not that! And I know that I'm not.... But why is this thought coming in my mind? I think that my darkness wants me to try it. No it doesn't. Not my darkness,but my sadness and loneliness. So,I wounder off into the night.Looking for something sharp like a knife or a rock. But I find a blade on the ground that,maybe,someone threw away. I picked it up and,like I'm not stupid enough to just use it without washing it,took it home. I quickly ran to my room. I locked the door,knowing that no one's home. After I washed the tiny blade. I sat on my bed and looked at my left arm. My mind is saying no..... but my loneliness is saying yes please. But at the end,I just didn't had the guts to do it. Cutting yourself was a sin to me. But to Tatsuki,it was a sport. He says that cutting yourself makes you feel better.That the cuts take all your problems away. It makes you feel alive. But it doesn't make you feel better. It makes you feel worse... Tatsuki knows that,but.... He's to blind to see.