• The Story Of An Average Boy
    Episode 1: Prologue



    I still remember the first time i holded her like this.
    She doesn’t say a word but still she tells me what’s wrong.
    How she breaths, how she touches me.
    It says more then some meaningless words.

    “He left you, right?”
    “Yeah, he did.”
    She holds her breath as she holds her tears.
    I take her in my arms.
    Tears start to roll from my sleeve, to the hard concrete.
    “Shhh…. It will be alright…”
    Her hands release the back of my shirt.
    She suddenly stops crying
    “I hate it when you say that.”
    “What do you mean , Elisa? ”
    “You always say that, and when I find a new love, it turns out wrong.”

    Oh, only would she know.
    How much those words hurted me.

    “Elisa…”
    “No James! Why do you lie to me? I thought we were friends?”
    Tears start to roll down her cheeks.
    “Why James?? Why??!!”
    I try to catch her as she fell to the ground.
    Too late.
    “See!!”
    “What?”
    “You let me fall. You always said you would catch me if I fell!”
    “…”

    I’m only human…
    But if I could spend every moment with you, I would.
    I would hold you forever.

    She refuses my hand and stands up herself.
    “Elisa, I can only do my best and…”
    “I don’t want to hear it James!”
    “But…”
    “You always have an excuse ready!”
    She cries even harder and shouts even harder.
    “James… I don’t want to see you anymore.”
    “Elisa, you can’t be serious!!!”


    No this can’t be happening!
    I can’t lose her!!
    Stop her James, STOP HER!!!

    I hold her arm.
    “Let me go James.”
    Her voice has never sounded colder
    Stunned by how cold those words were, I let her go.
    “Farewell James…”

    My heartbeat stopped for a second.
    I winked.
    It was night and she was gone.
    I sit down in the snow and scream.

    Why…
    Why is this happening…
    How long have I been here…
    How will I survive???

    I pull myself together and stand up.
    “I must do something…”
    I feel the first tears coming.
    “But how?”

    As i come home, I’m still crying…
    I go in my room and jump on my bed…
    I can’t stop crying…

    End of episode 1