• Ever since i was 9 years old i have bin having this weird dream that every one is screaming at me and somehow their on a rush and they all look mad and its all in black & white . When i think about it It makes my back itch , my legs cramps , throat hurt and makes my head hurt .but ever since i met you my crazy dream starts to change in someways sometimes you drag me away and we just sit under a tree. i dont know what it means but you somehow it healed me .The past few days my nightmares started to come back and i noticed that we stop talking , texting etc. to each other . my point is i think i love you , but i know its been so long when i last said i love you and now for some reasons i'm so afraid/shy to talk to you when i walk towards you my knee's shake my feet gets numb i guess i'm just too ******** up.