• she sits alone in a vast ecstence of nothing, on her knees she shivers and trembles with each convulsing sob of sorrow and pain. the distant sound of rain drops echoing the sound cuts through her ears with agonizing pain sending fear flaring like fire from the pit of her stomach. the time between each drop grows shorter and shorter untill all she can hear is the sound of the raindrop breaking on the unforgiving ground. the bone chilling water bites her skin soaking her to her very bones. each drop slams into her skin like a freight train chilling her blood freezing her already dieing heart. within her heart crumbles as it strugles to beat, each time it thuds its broken shard against the walls of her soar chest it threatens to burst through. a pit grows in the back of her throat as more tears break the dams and flood from the wells of her eyes. the tears tear caverns down her cheeks as they fall. thoughts fly through her head as it grows more and more crowded in her head adn they threaten to burst through her skull spilling the thousands of secrets shoving eachother for room the breath in the ever smaller space. again her heart thuds in her chesk knocking her onto her back were the rain pounds against her body. suddenly through the dark sky a pin p***k of perfect pure golden light shines and for a moment the rain lightens. the pinprick grows before her and the sky opens up in perfect golden light as a single bloodstained white doves feather softly loats down alnding in the palm of her hand. she picks her self up off the wet, cold ground and stands on wobbly week legs like a newborn colt. she looks up at the light stunned with releife and just as tears of joy begin to heal the canyons carved down her cheeks a masive gust sweeps the feather from her hand and the light disapeirs the rain begines to pelt her face as her eyes despratly search for the feather, that one reminder of hope, that one fealing of safety. she pushes against the rain as it throws itself at her her and the wind crashes into her. finaly with one more thud of her crumbled and dieing heart she is blown back again looking up into the sky as the rain relentlessly hits her like a thousand bullets. she lays there as the sounds of the drops of water get farther and farther away, they echo as if through a deep cave in her ears. her heart gives one last THU....THUMP and as the feather drifts and lands on her dieing body her chest rises with a finnal shuttering breath, the rain fades. her eyes slowly shut like doors to her soul and a smile spreads across her face as the last breath leaves her body taking with it the pain of the rain, the pushing of the wind, and the secrets pounding at her skull. and as her spirit drifts up to rest in heaven it looks down of her own smiling face she smiles back and embraces the light once more as it holds her healing her broken heart and granting her peace and rest at last.