• In high school I had two circles of friends for the first two years, that is till one circle of my friends, the one that hangs out in the library of my school, couldn't be in the library and one of the second circle of friends decided that he would come over. What could I do? I introduced them. eventually I didn't go to the other circle of friends and 'hang out' with them, just the first circle. In the 'new' circle of my friends I had a crush, heart ,Kitty(her nickname). I told her that I liked her many times, but she just thought I was kidding. Then this last year I found out that the friend that I had introduced her to had become her boyfriend. of course she, being Mormon, said that it wasn't official, but no matter what I still just hated seeing them together. I endured by reading books instead of talking, and finally she broke up with him saying that she liked someone else. when I asked her who, she asked me if I remembered a guy she had liked from the previous year senior class. I remembered, and she said that she liked him still. The repairs that had been made on my heart were broken again and the shards of my heart broke even smaller. she did all this knowing that I loved her. I don't anymore. The three inch thick steel wall around my heart had been put in place and I no longer thought of her that way. I was still friends with her and still kind of am. She decided to try to change me by telling other people, that she knew would tell my mom, the things that she didn't like that I did. She wouldn't come to me about it so I left her alone. I don't know if she has learned from her mistake but I have, don't give your heart away freely.