• It was only a month ago...
    I remember the sun beaming down on me...
    I was sitting at the top of Legate hill.
    I sat there for 6 hours... watching people walk by, watching cars pass, the sun sink below the mountains in the distance.
    Why was I here? Shouldn't I go home? Where is home? Home is where the heart is right?
    Where is my heart?
    I sat there... Questioning....
    What is life? What is reality? Is what we live reality?
    Where do I belong? Who do I belong with? Why was it me that had to suffer?
    Why do the good die young, the evil live long? Why do evil people do the things they do?

    Is god there? Why can't he answer my questions?! Why is life so confusing?
    Why does god make it even more confusing?
    Why do certain things happen? Chance? Destiny? Fate?
    Then my fate must suck.
    Why do people suffer?
    Why must we deal with these questions without answers? Why?

    Then I got up and walked home unsatisfied,
    Knowing... know one knows these answers.