• Saying words that make me slit my wrists,
    never thought you ever really meant it.
    Staring down a loaded gun in question,
    everything in my existence slowly rusting.
    Can't find a good reason for my staying,
    helping me pull the trigger to cause a stain.
    Never knew the real me behind the lies,
    just thought you would surely deny me.
    So I sit and slowly watch it flow out,
    quietly wishing I would be found out.
    Nothing left in me to cover up and hide,
    clearly seeing through all my lies I denied.
    Ending everything with a single thought,
    only needed to see the lights go out.
    Breaking down on the inside of my mind,
    holding up on the outside looking fine.
    Is it any wonder I hold lose to life,
    wondering what's on the other side.
    You attempt to fix these broken pieces,
    all my hopes scattered across the scene.