• I’m sick of this life
    this world is to predictable
    in a constant loop
    the way everything stays the same is just despicable

    my friends are a letdown
    they don't really care
    conforming to this rat race life
    giving in to it, for me they are not there

    I’m pretending to smile
    pretending all is good
    no one knows how I truly feel
    no one ever could

    the light surrenders to darkness
    and so does my heart
    this life, my friends
    it’s all tearing me apart

    I wonder why I am here
    put on this earth?
    why am I here to be tormented?
    why was I the one of whom my mother had gave birth?

    I can't stay here any longer
    go crazy I will
    another setback in my life
    and you will all soon see blood spill