• I think about you when I least expect it
    I try to resist but I just can't help it.
    In every twist and turn in my mind there's you
    Half The time I wish you knew
    That my heart beats to the syllables of your name
    That if my heart were a candle I'd wish you were the flame
    You are day and I am night- I'm always after you
    I'd die if I have to
    For you
    If only you knew

    If only you knew
    What you do to me
    I lose my self
    And forget how to breathe
    My heart beats fast forward
    And I am forced to move inward

    And pretend you're not there

    But it is useless 'cause

    You are like air


    But I desperately try no to show
    How I feel about you
    Because if you were to know
    That it is you I adore
    My heart would not only beat to the sound of your name
    But to the possibility that you won't be my flame
    And that is why I only half the time wish you knew

    So I'm left with a heart aching doubt
    Wandering to and about
    Rummaging through the pros and cons
    Of whether I should tell you or not
    Wondering if you hurting me
    Hurts less
    Than the conflict I'd live in
    If I never confessed.