• I’m sick of the rain,
    I’m sick of the clouds,
    I’m sick of these feelings,
    That are bringing me down,

    I remember your face,
    I remember your smile,
    I remember how you brought me up,
    I remember when you kicked me down,

    You never knew,
    You never cared,
    You were my brother,
    Who’s making me cry,

    I wish you could see,
    What those words did to me,
    How they felt,
    That goodbye,

    I wish you knew,
    How much they torture me,
    How many tears I’ve cried,
    How much I’ve blamed myself,

    If I only I was there,
    Maybe you’d still be here,
    Bringing up still,
    Being my friend,

    But instead you left,
    You broke more than my heart,
    You took more than your life,
    You meant more than you knew,

    I could wish you unhappiness,
    I could wish you felt the pain you made me feel,
    I could wish you were in my position,
    I could wish you to hell,

    I know you were unhappy,
    Why else would you leave?
    You told me why,
    I just wish a smile

    And how could I wish you even more pain?
    When you cried every night,
    When you treated so horribly,
    I’m just glad I was light,

    A little light,
    I know what you meant,
    I know you didn’t mean to make me like this,
    I know what you wanted,

    I apologize,
    That I can’t smile,
    With out dying a little bit,
    With out crying anymore,

    And I apologize,
    That your memory brings me pain,
    That when I think of the good times,
    Your last words tear at my soul,

    And I apologize,
    That I couldn’t be enough,
    To keep you alive,
    To keep you happy,

    But I’ll never forgive you,
    For what you said,
    For what you did,
    And I apologize for that.