• I hate how I'm judged by what's around me.
    I hate how most people think I'm happy all the time.
    I hate how I'm the one that led them to believe that.
    I hate how I cringe away from people when they're mad.
    I hate how I can't make people smile.
    I hate how I cause my friends so much distress.
    I hate how I feel most of the time.
    I hate how I get so excited for things and then wish that I had just stayed home.
    I hate how I consider some people my friends even after they stab me in the back.
    I hate how I cry over who I'm becoming.
    I hate how hating you isn't possible without hating myself.
    I hate how I hate myself.
    I hate how I listen to you.
    I hate how I don't have the courage to call anyone to get them to stop me from hurting myself.
    I hate how I just posted this.
    I hate how I don't listen.
    I hate how whenever I need them, my friends aren't there for me, or if they are, I've already convinced myself that it's going to be okay.
    I hate how I'm usless.
    I hate how I suck at everything.
    I hate how I can't bring myself to cry unless someone's just told me how they really feel about me.
    I hate how most people tell me they hate me.
    I hate how I tell everyone how I'm depressed.
    I hate how I can't stop.