Don't Understand

• Artist: cre8ive_ovadose
• Description: A poem about not being able to understand the urge to do something. Rewritten. Old version available at www.lotrfanfiction.com under the penname Lira_of_Imladris, same title, some parts the same
• Date: 10/19/2008
• Tags: dont understand

I sit here with a knife in my hand
What to do with it?
I do not understand

Inside my head a dark creature calls
I try to block them
But my mental strength falls

I can't grasp the reason
It keeps slipping away
No way for me to stop this treason

But not today
I cannot leave
Please just go away

I still sit with a knife in my hand
Waiting for an answer
But do not understand

A voice gives an order
To draw blood from my arm
I feel my sanity crossing the border

I want to keep living
I don't want to die
Please leave you evil being

A final remark and I hold the knife tighter
I feel feeble and helpless
As blood spills my head grows lighter

Then I drop the knife
Slowly backing away
But still, I don't understand

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