• The pain is so deep.
    I wish I could sleep.
    I don't understand the hate around me.
    I'm gonna die one way or another.
    Why not now instead of being in pain another day.

    People say I'm no good.
    They don't care about me.
    When I wake up I'll be in a dream,
    not just any dream an eternal dream.

    I have slowly came out of my overdosed self .
    I'm ready to get the help.
    If I succeed,
    I hope to be happy.
    If I fail I will keep going through hell.