• today i realized
    that in the past
    you always stood by me
    but in the present
    we always push each other away
    why?
    is our friendship not as strong anymore?
    or is it something else?
    and then it hit me
    in the past
    youve always protected my secrets
    and i did the same
    in the past youve never
    let me get hurt and i did the same
    in the past youve been with me
    through hard times and i did the same
    and now
    in the present
    you do the opposite
    in the present
    you never hang out with me
    in the present
    you never talk to me
    and right now
    at this spot
    i figured out that
    ...you love me
    ...i...
    love you too