• I am the one to be played

    with my heart

    with my mind

    with my body

    with my spirit

    with my sanity



    i am the one who people make to look stupid
    even when i am right
    my workds are made insignificant
    my point was a ridiculous one
    i am not stupid!
    why must you make me feel like i am ?


    I am the one people think will be physical
    even when i state my respect fo myself
    my body is just seen
    my actions die on thier eyes
    i am not a slut
    why must you treat me so?


    i am the one people fake for
    even when i think what we have is real
    my thoughts are crushed
    my memories tainted
    ia m a feeling human too!
    why must you turn me to stone?

    I am the one people blame
    even when i am innocent
    my statements are unnoticed
    my facts are brushed aside
    i am not a bad person!
    why must you make me feel like one?

    I am the one people use
    even when they promise not to
    my heart is torn to pieces
    my sanity is fraying
    i am not your toy!
    why must you cast me aside like an old one?

    I am the one people ignore
    Even when i have something interesting to say
    my presence is non-existant
    my tears go unseen
    i am not a dull person!
    why must you make me feel unwanted?

    listen to my cries!
    can't you see my tears?!
    i try my hardest!
    Is my real self not good enough?
    Is my face all that is seen?
    Are my qualities not to your satisfaction?!
    Why must i be shot down?
    Why must i be the one to fall?

    I am but a toy
    a toy to be played
    see my hardened face?
    forever a fake smile
    see my hollow body?
    move me as you wish
    see my sealed mouth?
    forever silent
    See my naked form?
    dress me as you wish
    See what you have done?