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why is it so hard to realize
that i dont want you all over my life
youve never looked through my eyes
all youve seen are these stupid little lies
you dont undersatnd that i like to keep my stuff personall
but you dont really care about my feelings
and how you use these stuff against me
and how it feels your shooting right in my heart
your breaking it more and more
while calling me a stupid whore
but whatever i know you dont care
cause all you like to do is scare !
why is it so hard for you to realize
that your breaking me and your loosing me...
alittle more everyday !
cause all you do is spit your venom
like if you where a poison snake
but i know deep down you enjoy the problems you make
cause all you really are is a fake !
why is it so hard for you to realize
that your loosing my love and your loosing my trust
but now i dont really care cause it is as you must
and now its your turn to burn or go rust !
your always saying that you know how i feel
that you know what im going through
but truth is NO YOU DONT !
and no one does
unless your living my life youve been in my shoes
you breath as i breath
see what i see
hate what i hat
live what i live
and love as what i love !
life is sensitive
so why do you play like that with me
dont you ever get tierd ?
or do you just try harder ?
to break me down
so whats the prize do you win a crown ?
i know my mistakes
i know what ive done
and i dont regret !
but you find something out and you freak
and push me down
till i get further than the ground
do you hear my sound ?
the cry's , the sob's , the pleade !
the sadness and anger its all in my face
...well you finally heard my truth
cause of all your abuse
my feelings towards you now is hate !
cause i realize now that your my only big mistake !
my eye's are now red and sore
my head is hot ,red ,and full of tears
and my body full of purple and black smears
and i run to my room and lock the door
..i pray to god for his help
as he only knows and can see what really happens between you and me
ad then i stop and let out the anger
and write this song about you
and when you read it you'll realize it's all true !
and its all cause of you !
why cant you just realize im done !
why cant you just realize im tierd
and i finally stoped !!
the pain is gone .....
the hurt and anger left
as i lay thier on the bathroom floor
and my heart beats slower and slower
and my eyes close slowly
and the breathing ....stops !!
as it is all complete
its all over for me
it all stopped ............
just cause of an overdose of pills
but the sadness is still in my face
and youve regret what youve done
when you see my body
right thier,right on the floor
cold and pale
like snow after hale !
my eyes slightly opend ...death before me
you realize what youve done
and from the sky i cry as i see my funeral
and everyone in black
.....when the prayer begins
it starts to rain
its the tears drippig down my face
and i regret all the blood that ever came out of my vain
god ,comes to me and holds me
he gives me his blessing and hiss forgiveness
for all ive done
and he lets me see the prayers givin to me from and to sky
and it always seems
that no matter where i am
i guess the pain and sadness will always follow my heart
and never leave it alone !
but i know i created this on my own
and because of this ......
i die alone !!!
- Title: So Hard To Realize
- Artist: billbob3
- Description: My life...
- Date: 12/27/2008
- Tags: hard realize
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Comments (2 Comments)
- queen siva - 03/04/2009
- yes ur grammar needs work but its a cute little poem..
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- Reixvavn - 12/27/2008
- Your grammar needs work.
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