• I wish i had some one in my life that acually loved me. Torn by the threads that bounded me to this tidepool. The dark deep water swallows my thoughts i can cry and weep but what good will that do im nothing but a small cell growing in a world filled with much hatred. Is it my destiney to be broken? shatterd into tiny pieces of glass and crushed until theres is nothing but meaningless dust. I am falling grasping for something that isnt there. Tears flow but do not brink have i have lost my sencse of touch, or is it that im going mad. Through the years of pain and sufering iv never felt such as the hole in my chest now. Weeping over myself. Coughing up bloode from my bleeding heart dieng and screeming my life has but no inportance to this lonesome world. Im close to the end im pushing that edge. If dieng of heartbreakes wasnt enough my swollen eyes my slender meaning to this foul earth. I am lost in the thick fogg of darkness i am in need of a hand someone to save me someone to look after me, I need one befor i hit the bottom. With no one to care for me no one to cry for me, dieng seems pointless but living is worse. I have realized now that flesh wounds are not even close to the pain and sufering that beholds me now. I grew in the darkness, learned to adapt to sorrow but doesent anyone care? So soon is it now that ill be lost forever in a blood thicket weeping and dieng of pain. Doesnt anyone care?