• Living in this hell forsaken home. I sit down angry at the ones who birth me.. Unable to go to a place where I call home, unable to be free and feel respected, yet im shackled down by a man who truly showed his face to me, a person that I called my father. His brain is magnificent how he counters my ways of living, his manipulation is impossible how I am shamed…oh god why why…if only I lived in a safe place I can walk out and see a future., if only my mind wasn’t worried about the consequences I can not care, but all of those are true.. Im trapped in a cage, a cage the sets my heart ablaze, burning my eyes until the very damn day I die. But one day I will succeed and get out of this horrible scene so finally my mind can be at ease…my heart aches to a point where I can hear the world shake…please…take my pain away. None will fully understand only my mind that which creates all of my plans…think..think of the words that which I speak, my mind is slowly fading away, fading into the world that which every man hates.. I am loosing in my own chess game.. That which its too damn hard to resign, my moves are limited, my opponent is too clever, and my world is to dry… only having a little time left I begin loosing my breath, being drained slowly yet only two moves to finish him…can I do it?… can I beat him?…hands begins trembling, body is getting colder and colder by the second but still sweating. Its too hard.. or am I just too soft? My rage is powerful trying my best to lock it.. but it cant be stopped. The evil continues to grow.. I am a demon I was born one and until I am fine then I’ll stay one. I’m after you…and I’m gonna kill you in sight. The bells are ringing and I’m clinging through your mind tearing those veins up and down your spine, shredding that heart of yours that beats you to life.. Just like you beat mine