i want to die,
i want to scream,
i want to drown in a bowl of ice cream.
i want to cry, but wonder why. . . .
why these emotions keep on messing with me
i want to cry, but i ran out of tears.
or is it because, of all of my fears?
there's something wrong, mentally.
is there something to fix it?
just give me a pill,
and i'll take it down quickly...
but after i take it, what will the out come be?
will i be numed out?
will i be able to feel?
will i be able to seperate what's
fake and what's real?
but if i can't do that,
i'll be back at square one.
it cant become fixable,
even after all that's been done...
so if i died,
so if i screamed,
or even,just even,
drowned in a bowl of ice cream,
it will do nothing but keep the emotions at bay...
and sometimes my tears wont be as calm as they seem. . . .
- Title: ~untitled2~
- Artist: adieu000
- Description: i was going through some stuff just the other day, then i broke down and wrote this...but i think i am ok now....i guess.....
- Date: 02/18/2009
- Tags: untitled2