• Why must we all feel sad inside yet never tell a single soul how we feel afraid they might contridict?
    How come we always stay bottled up and never let anything out until the final breaking point?
    Why is everything so hard when we face it alone?
    Where has all hope and faith gone?
    Will we lose our beings to something unknown?
    Or are we just living before something so strong we can't make a pathway for it to come by?
    I think that this world is just a waste of every living being's time.
    We just need to find out where we all fit in.
    But if we dont find the right way,time,place,
    Then we just live our lives as if we have tried to do nothing with our time and selves.
    That is what makes me feel terrible.
    That is my main problem.
    I hate feeling the way I do yet there is nothing to prevent it.
    If there was a way then do you think I would feel like this?
    Do you think you would feel like this?
    Do you think I would pull you down to my level,make you see eye to eye with me,and finally make you give in to me?
    No,the correct answer is No.
    I would never do that unless fully driven to the point that I just cant take it anymore and give in to myself.
    Even if I hate my own being I can never get away from myself.
    If you think you can get away from yourself then your wrong.
    But if you finally find a way to get away from yourself then please let me know because I would be happy to know.
    But then again,I wouldn't really care if you found out a way to live your life the way you wanted to.
    I want to live my life the way I want.
    The way I need.
    But I cant do that when your hovering over me like a bird on my shoulder eyeing my every move.
    I need my space.
    When I want you here I'll let you know.
    But if your that one person that I love with all my heart then you should know.
    If I love you with my heart then you should know who you are.
    I dont want to hurt anyone with my challenging,intimidating mind.
    But if your me you have to contemplate things.
    You have to make somthing out of everything.
    You.
    Have.
    To.
    Think.
    Before.
    You.
    Act.
    In other words you must follow my nido,My ninja way!
    YHTTBYA!
    I guess this is all I have to say for now.
    You must listen to these words when you find out that you care for me.
    But hey,if you dont care for me then please tell me.
    By all means please I'd like to know!
    ~Yuki</3