• Im reaching up..........but know one is there. i can feel the light but i can't see it. my arms grow more and more tired each day. i don't know how much longer i can keep reaching for someone to help me. i have been here before and when i was here i felt these hands. these hands were very kind welcoming, and pulling me up towards the light. these hands are not here though i can't find them and my time is running out. if im here to long i will drift away and be lost forever. my heart burns for the won who saved me before but that fire is slowly dimming over time and i won't be much longer before it burns out. my eye's have shed there last tears and now i have nothing to draw the pain out. it just seems to keep building and building making it more unbarable to keep reaching...............my heart still beats my soul still urns but i will loose it all if someone does'nt reach for me just one hand to pull me out and send me in the direction that i want to go. the love that i have keeps the flame burning but with each passing day it slowly drifts away. the one i long for does not egknowledge me her hands are far beyond the abyss holding onto others if only she knew mabye she could help but yet it make me happy that in some way i made her a little bit happier and that is what i truly want for the one i love. please someone reach down and grab me!