• like i said, life and love suck. 'I love you' , in those three special words there are 8 letters, you know what else has eight letters? BULL s**t! "You make me feel like a lavender sweater when I'm caught in bad weather."~Nice Peice of Art by FM Static
    Love will kick you while you are down then spit in your face, it has no limits to how low it will make you sink. Even if all the groveling dosn't get what you suffered for it will still torment you until you yourself end it. That's how love lifes work; pain in your chest that makes you feel like you've just been left out in the rain then stabbed in the back. And then you relize, that when he stopped answering your calls or talking to you alone, he was just trying to get you to leave him alone, and try to change you feelings towards him. But if you don't relize that until it's to late then you beat yourself up saying things like; "I'm just to ugly." "Who was I kidding?" "Why would a guy like that even look twice at someone like me?" "I should have known, I'm just not that type of girl" "I should have known." "I let myself imagine the best but I only set myself up for a bigger worse fall," And thats just what I did. I set myself up for a bigger fall. And you know whaty? I'm not even going to call out asking for help, I have to learn to pick myself up. But I'm not even going to do that. When you stand back up, you can fall again. So I will just lie here until I die or a miricale happens.