• stuff no flavor in this life


    This is what is seen and felt
    but here it is not real

    don't know what it is, it is not what you see
    in thoes stupid little poems on the internet
    that moan of love forever or lost, this is not
    a stupid love song either.You Needn't music
    no matter how good it makes you feel, to feel
    the way you do when such things happen. And
    thoes such things cannot be explained with
    words known to man, no matter how simple it
    may be to explain i assure you it is not, thoes words
    used , the false words of man , stained onto the meaning
    of what is love or life, or real lonliness. But they
    do not, have the words to come close to the meaning of what
    it feels to love a shadow of somebody not destined to be with
    you, or they werent there. Even thoes words as clear as they may fall into
    your ear's and mind's are not good enough
    to explain what is the feeling of feeling.

    you can let go
    you can hold on
    and you can be lonly
    but
    whatever happens after that
    was ment to be

    so mourning of it
    using such words
    to describe
    never letting go of love
    , or losing it
    or being alone
    wont matter,
    no matter the way you say it
    the wind blows through you
    and it will always blow through
    you in the same direction,
    you can do your beset to show
    that it really has changed, or
    you can even lie to yourself,
    but , it doesnt change anything
    but increase the magnitude
    of what you felt before.

    words
    said
    when
    unclear
    or
    put
    together
    funny

    mean
    something
    because
    of
    that

    so
    dont
    overthink
    them

    just
    read
    them
    the
    way
    they
    were
    written

    and
    you
    will
    know
    in
    time
    what
    they
    mean