• why give some boy that doesn't show his love the love i have. why give all the time in the world when he can't give it back. why let my feelings show when he can't show his why because i want to not because i have to because it my heart choices to do it. i show my feelings because i hoping that he show his but sometime times he doesn't and i end up crying my eyes out because of it.
    but in the end i give him a second or three or four chances but maybe if worth it i never know but love will find me but sometime i just want to give up and quit. sometime i wonder it worth it to put my heart on the line for his love. i don't want to live feeling this way. i so close to ending the love we have. i cant take it anymore. the crying i have done the pain i felt