• I can’t stay here any more.
    If you’re reading this
    I hope for it to be too late to save me
    There’s no point left
    I know you will all go to my funeral
    You will cry
    You will wish you had saved me
    But I still won’t care

    We both know I want it this way
    We both know I didn’t get here myself
    We both know I never really smiled
    It was all faked
    And you saw how fake it was

    You watched me laugh
    And knew I was dying
    You watched me smile and joke
    But you knew I wanted so badly
    To be by my self and cry
    So why didn’t you let me

    I was your caged animal
    Just there for your amusement
    Just there for you to watch me die
    You fed me
    You gave me shelter
    But you never gave me
    What I needed most

    I needed your love
    I needed your pride
    I needed you to be any thing
    Any thing but disappointed in me

    Tsk, Tsk
    Add your name to the disappointment list
    Messed up again
    I won’t anymore
    ‘Because I’m bleeding out on the floor
    This is my second biggest mistake
    You’re all too late
    Much too bad
    Now you’re all sad

    You don’t care
    I know you don’t
    No one ever did
    It’s not my fault
    It’s not my fault
    It’s all their hatred
    Their entire fault

    You found me like this
    Crying
    Bleeding
    Dying
    Screaming
    Heart-broke
    And in love

    You say I didn’t have to go
    Not like this
    But you know
    Yes, you know
    That people don’t go
    They don’t die
    Slitting their wrists
    With suicide note like this
    Without someone to make them
    This depressed

    Do people ever really realize,
    What it’s like to see though
    Another’s eyes
    But they don’t understand
    Not everyone has the same life
    Not everyone knows true happiness
    Some people know nothing but strife
    But others just don’t understand
    What it’s like to lie in wait
    For someone to hold our hand
    Someone to care
    Someone to love
    Someone to just be there

    I just can't
    live this lie
    I just can't
    stand felling empty
    I can't
    stay here
    I can't