• I think my nightmares are coming true.
    I dreamed that you were with me. . . then my father ended your life.
    Every time it's different- you die a different way.
    This "Love Story" song fits us perfectly; dad says to "stay away from Juliet."
    I don't want you to go.

    I don't want you to take your own life due to me not talking to you.
    If you were to do that, I would lose my only rp buddy and be depressed for a long period of time.

    My dad has threatened you with calling your parents and the phone company because he thinks you're a perv.
    He's also threatened me too- he'll cancel my contract if I talk to you. . .

    An image of someone is looming over me- it's my father.
    He's threatening me with a paper shredder and a hammer.
    I want to call you, I'm desperate to talk to you.
    I'm worried that you might take your own life due to my cold sillence. . .

    Please note that I will always love you, no matter what my father and mother say.
    I feel so alone when I'm not talking to you.
    If I don't talk to you on a daily basis, the nightmares will continue to haunt my head.
    I know that you can change, but my dad won't listen.
    If you leave me, I don't know what to do.

    You're asking, "Can you hear me?" from the abyss.
    I can hear you and I want to help you so much.
    But I can't because of my father, the dictator of my life. crying