• Maybe I've been an idiot for trying to keep these feelings sheltered.
    It just always made me nervous when I thought of becoming someone's "one and only". I never wanted to have that kind of responsibility on my hands, and especially not on my heart. He seemed diffent though. I don't know just one word to describe it. Matt is the weirdest, funniest, cutest, most hopeless boy I have ever met in my life, and I love it. I love the fact that it isn't awkward when I do dumb things around him or when I look my worst, he points out how good I look. I never want to be away from him, but I know at this age... I'll be heart broken soon. Let's hope soon doesn't come for a while....<3