• If nothing lasts forever
    why do I keep trying?
    Maybe I should give up now
    or perhaps just keep on lying...
    for being in denial
    hurts less during the day
    though I dig a deeper grave
    there I shall decay
    but would I decay there forever
    if forever dosnt exist?
    If I wanted to I could
    because I belieave in forever
    The only tiny thread
    that holds me through the pain
    I'll hold on to it forever
    until it snaps and lets me fall
    The little thread did say one day
    that it would never break
    it will never let me fall
    a promising mistake
    Lies will get it no where
    nor will it for me
    I'd just come crashing down harder
    to an unforgiving sea
    to steal my breath
    to let me die
    to let me hurt
    free to cry
    But for now I'll make the best of it
    because this could be the last night
    we both can hear it
    the sea calling an invite
    Please my little thread
    tell me just once more
    that nothing lasts forever
    oh those words I might abhor
    but say it now, loud and clear
    so I can laugh at the thought
    with a sly smile and a wicked laugh
    I will say "why not?"