• Do I even know you anymore? I love you and all, but I'm starting to fall
    Into a spiral... Falling further and further deeper and becoming more and more confused until
    I hit the bottom. The pain is too great to bear. My eternity is slipping until I'm no longer gripping
    My sense of reality! It's a fatality
    How everything is losing control, it's going to roll
    And crash, ruining everything I know and love, which has happened already. It hit me with a bash
    And a bang, everything I had coming back at me like a boomerang
    I can't believe all of this is happening to me, it hurts worse than the sting of a trillion bees,
    How do I keep on living, when all is so lost? I cannot breathe, I cannot sleep, I cannot exist when all is in this chaos, the eternal flames are not forgiving
    Me for taking a chance and falling in love and deciding to let myself have a good time, I've been walking through the fire so long it feels like my pants
    Are dragging my legs, further and further, it's like I've drunk kegs upon kegs
    Of death, it's almost as if I can feel the breath
    Of my end upon myself, I just picked my end right off the shelf
    But at least that end was full of contentment, the joy of it all is almost worth all the torment
    That I am feeling, I am reeling
    In the doom of all that I love and I, falling and dropping into the eye
    Of the storm of fate, in life it feels hot and terrible as Hell's gate
    But in truth, I knew inside that all is perfect, and that in the long run all will be worth it
    Which is why I put that end straight away, and decided to live another day
    Or a thousand or a million or five billion and three, I've decided to pick a Life full of joy and glee
    And that is why I have friends, to have Life, not an end
    I have them and more to open the door
    And every time I close it again, who shows me the next one but my family and friends
    I don't care where they come from, what they look like or who they are, whether thy ancestors hail from cottage or kingom
    I know I can depend on them, to reach into the storm and then pull me out again
    So that I may realize that I have it just right
    And that I must continute to be, for all of those who love me
    I have learned from them that I must exist not just for myself, but to save them from feeling this pain, I must make sure that my life was not in vain
    And that I have completed all of the tasks I was sent in this world to complete, and to sit back and relax
    To bask in the glow, now I know
    That all is well, as I watch the ocean swell
    And crash upon the shore, I have finally, after all these years, realized that there is nothing more
    Important in life than love, so think of thyself not as the fierce tiger, but as the kind dove
    Willing to give up everything for its loved ones, but still ready to go play and have fun
    But once exhausted, as I know I have been, just sit back and relax and just tell all your friends
    That you will never give them up, let youselves all drink from the cup
    Of tranquility and peace, making life as soft as the fleece
    Of a lamb, gentle and oh so sweet, just as the love of your family
    Is to the open heart of a child, a parent, and aunt or an uncle, or a newborn baby, so sweet, with a mood as mild
    As the weather on a beautiful spring day, Easter, perhaps, sitting by the bay
    And thanking the good lord for all that he has given you, and look, see if the sky is blue
    If it isn't, be happy for life, and if it is, just be happier. And for those who think there is nothing sappier
    Than what I have written, then just read it again, this time with your loved ones, your friends
    And then think of how they are all there with you, and how who
    Wouldn't be glad for that? How could you be sad
    When surrounded by all those who care, all those who just want to be there
    Because they love you, no matter what you do
    And no matter what happens, they will be there. If not,they cannot be true friends
    But if they are, then thank the stars the good Lord has given you
    For you have people to love forever, and never
    Shall they abandon you if what you all have is true
    And you must be grateful, and do not take a life full
    Of misery, climb but don't jump out of the tree
    That is the mighty oak, tall and strong, but most of all, grateful, happy, ready to sing a song
    With the people that are there for them, and when
    Their time comes to go, or when they are consumed by the shining snow
    Of eternity, they can look back and see
    All their family, all their friends, and they can accept their ends
    Knowing that their job is done. They've had their fun
    And through good and bad times, thy have had support, ready to flip a dime
    On their life, just to see it through that you
    Are safe, and your life is well. They have helped you crawl, slowly or quickly, out of your shell
    And then, you step into the light, you have no fright
    Because all is so very right. You enter with might
    And see all that you love that have passed on, you all get together and below the song
    Of life and eternity, it all feels right to be
    Right there among them, your family and friends
    And you stand loyally by the gates, feelin love and no hate
    And there you wait until all you love are there, and when it happens you all feel like a new air
    Of happines has risen, and finally, FINALLY, the fire has forgiven
    Me for happiness. After all the pain, I rest.

    Thanks for reading, this is a small piece of my artistic lifestyle. I am all types of artist! I hope you enjoyed it!