• I cant breathe so well anymore..
    "Why does this happen to you?"
    You ask...
    But i have no answer...
    I dont know why the blood doesnt stop coming...
    I dont know why i cant hold down a meal...
    I dont know wy,
    My stomach has to get rid of everything in it...
    I dont know why i cant be perfect,
    I dont know why i cant stop hurting..
    I dont know why i cant breathe anymore....
    I dont know why it has to be this way,
    But damn it,
    Id rather die than see you like me right now...
    Id rather carry my burden than see youy hurt...
    Please, please, dont worry...
    My sister may have died,
    But i wont,
    Ill be fine...
    Ill hold on...
    It hurts ill admit...
    But ill hold on and stay strong for the people i hold dear...
    I wont die...
    So...
    Please, please, dont worry...
    I may be coughing and throwing up blood,
    But ill be just fine...
    My lungs may feel like theyre going to explode,
    But damn it,
    Ill find a way to live with out them.
    In the end... all i need to do is find out a way...
    To live without breathing,
    So this wont hurt so much....
    So no one has to suffer because of my pain...
    And,
    Please, please, dont worry...
    Ill be...
    Just..
    Fine...