• in a sea of red
    looking for your shore
    only coming up with red
    slipping farther from consciousness
    looking for your voice
    all i find are howls of rage
    dark clouds cover the sky
    looking for the sun
    coming up with nothing but darkness
    falling under
    something cold grazes my hand
    looking for your warmth
    something bit me
    being sucked down with the current
    looking for your hand
    all i find are hard metallic little fish
    they bite me
    looking for the safe haven of your arms
    pain sears my already burnt arms
    I start to wilt again
    looking for you
    a piercing scream stabs my heart
    my eyes fly open
    found you
    strange words strangle your voice
    I start to fade
    found my angel
    falling deeper into myself with every passing second
    The darkness engulfs me
    I found deliverance
    My life memories surround me
    looking for us in them
    come up with everything
    I smile to myself
    I found the little haven big enough for just me, lined in velvet, red satin, my safe little coffin.
    Where I will sit in my haven nine feet under you for the rest of ever after.