• As soon as school ended, I was supposed to forget about you. You were supposed to only be a distant memory. But why do i still think of you every second of everyday? It's not fair, dammit! scream gawd! Could you leave me a-f***in-lone! *sigh* It's not your fault, i know. Then, who's fault is it? Is it my raging hormones? No, it can't be. I'm the only one of my friends who's not boy crazy. rolleyes But still, you're constantly on my mind anyway. Are you only a crush? A crush who smells really good even though he doesn't wear cologne? eek A few weeks ago when you cut in front me in the church check-in line without realizing it i blacked out until the end of church. You smelled of salt, stale sweat and dirt, yet still the sweetest sent I ever smelled sweatdrop That sounded really corny. It makes me feel guilty, like i'm just going to church for a guy. stare do you have to be everywhere? Well, you aren't now. cry *sigh* This should be a relief, rather then a strain. While you're gone, will I forget about you or will you continue always being in my dreams? Seriously, I had a dream I was Ashley Tisdale in a maid uniform and I saved you from the Saw puppet thing. I don't think that's normal!!! But, then again, I've never been normal so why should my dreams be? xd And do you have to be absolutely everywhere in the year book?! it's like every time i turn a page your face, no matter how small the picture, pops up like it's the only picture there. Why did you have to be so involved in the school? I think i'm in the yearbook maybe four times, all of them hidden except for my school picture. But that's usually the case because i'm to fat to fit the camera..... I don't have an eating disorder, I'm seriously fat. I'm also pretty damn ugly. -.- Why do I even try? why would you ever like the fat ugly chick at school? Mr. Best Smile. rolleyes Damn yearbook people. -.- why did they have to be so right on that one? Gawd, it makes me sick. Well, maybe i'll see you next year. Maybe.