• We all knew she would leave us soon,
    but still we were caught off guard.
    It was underneath a christmas moon
    and none of our hearts were hard.
    We didn't realize how sick she was,
    she must have suffered so much.
    She was a friend, yet I feel guilt because
    she should have been treated as such.

    Cuz it was three a.m.
    and she was pacing again,
    she just could not lie down.
    I'll always remember
    that night in December
    and I hope she's in a better place now.

    It takes all my strength not to break down
    more than tissues to dry my tears.
    It still breaks my heart to think of how
    I should have held her nearer.

    It was like my worst nitemare come true.
    It hurts whenever I think of you.

    Cuz it was three a.m.
    and she was pacing again,
    she just could not lie down.
    I'll always remember
    that night in December
    and I hope she's in a better place now.

    ....I didn't even get to say goodbye....