• if they only knew the real me
    and let me be myself
    and not have to hide the anger
    from letting everyone down

    i always wanted to know the truth
    about how i really am
    to know that i am real
    or just another shadow
    to know the real me
    but its lost forever
    lost in the lies i tell myself
    to try to make myself feel better

    to know that i must hide
    and not be what i want
    with is the girl inside
    thats just screaming to be out

    to know that i must hide
    from everything i worked for
    to know that i must hide
    from everything i stand for

    not showing that i m good enough
    makes me feel bad inside
    I know that I'll never be good enough
    I will never be able to hide