• many of times i have had wondered if i would find that special person. that person that would walk by me and make my heart beat fast and make me stop breathing, who would be kind and nice and always know what to say. but all the time i come out with duds, the ones that dont care about you the ones that buy you things just to make you shut up. i am tired of that i am sick of feeling fake love all the time i just want someone that will listen to me and cares about me, who is always there for me and defends me if his friends make fun of me i just want that person to be there for me just to hold my hand through it all i want him to love me for who i am and who i will always be..... but sometimes dreams dont come true for some people and i guess i am one of them i will never feel how it is so be truely loved by some one i guess i will have to learn to love fake love but there is a part of me that will keep on waitng for someone to sweep me off my feet and hold my hand wile watching the sunset but another part tells me that it will never happen i guess i will have to wait and see who my heart beats for but until i love fake love , i will keep on waiting for him...........